then, blah blah blah. took lots of photos and updated them on friendster. check it out if yall want. hehes. thanks to these people for taking photos wimme. wee~ so then, after that went home. oh! and i took photoes with babyboy. aww.. the pictures we took so SWEET lars. hehes. *gosh i love the pictures. all those i took with him and my friends that day.
okay..update on saturday. didnt went out. didnt went to hiid's bdae party for some reason. wish i could go. hahas. but im sure they all there had fun uhhs? *sorry hiid i cant be there! hope you had fun and of course, happy 15th birthday ghurl! :) i was waiting for him to msg me. but he didnt! so late already but still NO msg. and i hafta find him instead.
and man. yesterday night was one of the WORST farking night i ever had! found out something. got me all upset and hurt. hais. don wish to go on about it. causing me more hurt. and yesterday night marked the first night i cried damn blardy much after so long. hais. why must it happened to me?? talked on the phone, and i gave him a farking time about what he did! dammit! and then, i got tired and talked nicely to him. BUT! never once i forgot about the hurt he caused me. after all that, i told him its hard for me to give in and that its hard for me to forgive him. hais. how? should i? dammit uhhs! feel like going to the beach later and shout and scream till my voice got all hoarse and sore. anything to vent out my frustration and sadness.
oh shit. forget it. i can never truly let out my feelings. so to those to asked me, im okay aiites? thanks for being concerned. i really appreciate a lot. :) maii, adeq, farahYAU and hasmidah. i love you ghurls!!
till here then. worst night ever. damn.
yours truly, kae.