hmms. long time never update. either im too busy or im too lazy. LOLS. typical teenage girl. been busy trying to figure out how im gonna pass my Os. had LC Os just now. the djs were damn cute and funny. but then things got serious. after the whole thing, the song "dejavu" came up. hahas. weird. went school with him this morning as usual. was real happy to see him but something spoiled my mood halfway through school time involving him and his classmates. specifically, two of his classmates.
he told me that damn news. my gosh. no wonder things got weird and strange and kinda suspicious between him and one of them. i agree it aint his fault. but come on! jealousy is still around in this world. the closeness. the irritating feeling of seeing them. argh! never mind. forget it. damn this farked up world. hahas. BUT i still love my life. i have my girls. and other great friends. and i guess, him too.
well. whatever. cant be bothered uhh. saw something. my gosh! so funny! hahas. just went to midah's blog. hees! cant resist. wee~
let's talk about her.love her blardy loads. made me smile always. she's irritating at times. hur-hur. but she gave me happiness. :) i dont know what i'll do without her. almost 10 years of friendship together. we lost each other for 2 years. but im deliriously happy to have her back with me after those years. the secrets we kept. the stories we told. the care we showed. the love we showered. the friendship we treasured. the tears we shared. the memories we made. will never be forgotten. among all, she understands me the most. i can be all farked up. but she knows the way to let my smile out behind those anger. those tears. the consolation she gave me when im down. how appreciative i am to have her done all those things. JUST FOR ME. totally grateful.
hasmidah: damn. i love you loads darls. no matter how hard we have to go through in life, you're always there for me. and i'll always be here for you all the same. here's a little something for you dear.what you are to me:
You turned my darkness into light;
You made everything all right.
You picked me up when I was down;
You turned my life around.
If I didn't have you, what would I be?
A blessing is what you are to me.
The world is full of many people, it's true;
But there is only one of you.
You fill my heart with love;
You're a God-sent gift from above.
If I didn't have you, what would I be?
An angel is what you are to me.
Lost and alone, I will no longer be;
Because you are here with me.
yours truly, kae.