hmms.
sometimes, i can only rely on my ghurlfriends, my ghurl classmates and of course, my dearie. but.. other people? well. they are generally good friends. but then.. hais. nvm. so was just wondering just now. she's close to her already. it's great to see her happy though with her. well, for me? i cant just 'interrupt' their new close friendship. i was once close to HER. but then, our friendship grew apart for a while. although i can let out things to her, sometimes i feel like i shouldnt. sometimes, im not comfortable in telling her my feelings about things. oh well. as long as she's happy in school now with anyone she wants,
it's okay. no matter what, i still have my que, syirin and of course hasmidah. :) they are the best!! i can only REALLY REALLY rely on them as they are the only ones who understands me the most especially hasmidah!! wee~ hahas. so now, i'll just leave her to her happy life. it's great to see her smile and laughing again even though i aint the one making her happy. i'll be here for her. but i know, she dont exactly need me. well. what can i say? i got kinda upset at first. and maybe, a bit jealous. BUT, now i know. it was so worthless to be feeling that way over such things. aint worth it. i've got other friends who need me. and i'll be there for them as they have been for me. hehes.
to kifriyani, shahidah and azeema: thanks for the fun today! went to have lunch at hg mall. and damn! did we laughed so loud and i dare to say A LOT like crazy arse ghurls! hahas! so much fun with yall larhs. love you guys! :)
to que, syirin and hasmidah: no words can describe how much i love you guys. even though we have our ups and downs sometimes, the four of us never fail to forgive and forget. yall are the best and have always been there for me for almost 4 years. the laughter and joy we have, the sadness and sorrows we shared. the memories we contributed to each other are to be kept forever in our hearts. believe me, im sure our friendship will last long if we keep this up. but after our sec sch life now, im not sure. we just hafta have the initiative to contact each other often and never forget one another. thanks for everything and although it's hard to be one's true friends, at least i've found my closest and bestest ghurlfriends!! :)
yours truly, kae.