first and foremost, i have an announcement to make. *ahem* here goes.
MY DAMN COURSEWORK B IS FINISHED!!!!! YAY-NESS!!!!! :)
okayys. today school was bad i guess. my mood totally spoiled for the whole day. i dont even know why. PMS? yeahs. but. this is kinda major. even if it's PMS, it aint his bad my mood. i dont know wassup wimme. maii also now so moody2. chill okayys ghurl? i hope all this stopid shyt will be over soon aiites? so yar. anyways, i already told tahir that i wont be going school with him. i just wanna be alone this morning. but! i know no matter what, he'll still wait for me. hais. i so bad! argh!!!!! he waited till 7.05 and then he hafta walk so fast to school and got tired for nothing. and then in school, we went back to the classroom system. which is btw, so SUCKY! i think it's because we're so used to homeroom system. get to walk here, walk there. hahas! but then, we got stuck in the same classroom for one whole day. *sheesh!
then recess, sat with my ghurls. tahir came over with a mad face and asked me for his book. gave it to him and he walked away. at that time, i couldnt be bothered to go after him. thought of doing some social studies qns budden lost my focus. he came over again, tickled my neck and took away my wallet. i thought things were okay by then. but then, at the end of recess, something happened between us and he said something hurtful. that thing almost caused me to shed tears which are waiting to flow since the past few days. but i held them back. dont wanna make a scene in school. after that, for my lessons, i couldnt concentrate at all. made this nice drawing. i love it. hahas. then had mt. that was hell. cikgu asked me whether i okay or not. i said ya and he asked me to smile like i usually do. but i cant. then he kept making the class laugh but i cant find myself to smile or laugh at them. i almost cried during mt because of some reason. hais. den had malay dance. lucky it was FUN. the ghurls made me laugh so much. thanks yall! and midah dearest too!!
i hope this change is temporary. i miss my old me. hais. what a f**ked up life. grrr!!
i need an attitude adjustment. *sighs.
yours truly, kae.