today went to school as per usual with tahir. he FINALLY cut his hair.
was nagging at him the past few days to get it cut. had spot check this morning for 4Es and 5Ns. hahas. LUCKY ME! my skirt was acceptable. DUHH! was wearing the longer skirt everyday.
if i got caught, i've nothing to say except swore the teachers secretly within myself.
*SHEESH! :)
and tahir got caught. he cut a V behind. typical! was not sent home.
so well.. went home later than usual today. wanted to go home right after extended.budden, saw tahir in the hall for the teachers' day audition.so cancelled our study date tonight. was tired. no idea why.anyway, his band includes syafiq(4n3), juffri and achik.
and! atii and her SLs were there to auditioning.
pity her! was so stressed about not having a CD to dance to for the audition.
back to the earlier babbles: i carried his guitar for him. it's lighter than my school bag. hahas.
passed him my school bag instead.
seriously, i was really damn angry at tahir. he did something that i hate! twice in a day!
or rather, MORE than that! but when i did the same, he scolded me. when i scolded him,
was blamed again instead. what? you're NOT always the right one around here okay!
i have my say and my say can be right too!
cmon uhhs! you hate when i did that, but why are YOU doing the same thing to me?
it aint fair!! you did it RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME!!
dont you think my outbursts were reasonable just now?
well i think it DOES! give it some thought will yar?!
i might have been smiling and laughing with you from just now.
but hey! i wont forget what happened today.
if YOU dont like me doing it, what makes you think YOU can do it either?
huh? tell me! when i said i dont like it means I DONT LIKE IT!! geddit boy?
I DONT LIKE IT WHEN YOU DID THAT INVOLVING HER RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME!!
and get this: i'll do the same thing twice as bad. you hurt me.
but lemme tell you this. im capable of breaking people's heart.
and hurt them when they hurt me.
YOU deserve it ya know?
if you think you're not at fault, you better leave!
leave and you can do it involving HER whenever you want to!
one more time, and im washing my hands off you!
you can go and NEVER come back to me when that happens.
you'll be free to do it! im outta your life boy!
think carefully! is it worth it to lose this thing we had over HER?
not only HER. but other ghurls too!
you know wht i mean okay!!
giving you another chance now. better treasure that!
one more time, I'LL BE THE ONE LEAVING YOU! get that?
you'd better!
you hurt me before. this time, you wanna hurt me again. enough tahir. ENOUGH! i've had ENOUGH! i have my limits. my patience. dont abuse that chance i gave you.
it's not worth it to have hurt me. you said you love me.
well, we'll see how long that love last.
YOU: and no matter how hard i try, when i look at YOU, i wont forget what YOU are capable of. sorry but i can forgive but not forget.
and because of that, i can choose NOT to forgive YOU.
for now, im just afraid things might change again.
to other readers: i wont reveal to anyone about whats really going on.
so, to keep me in good mood and not let me have one of my unreasonable outburst,
DONT ASK!! okay.
remember this boy: im hurt enough. :'(
yours truly, kae.