darn early. especially for someone like me.
hehes. well, yesterday had kenduri at my house.
all my cousins came and i had fun.
helping and spending time with my cousins and aunts and uncles.
it was great.
saw all my older cousins.
man, they've grown BIG. and of course, looked much older and matured now.
hahas. but, their retarded-ness never came out of that body of theirs.
hahas. thats what i LOVE about them.
so then, couldnt help mummy clean the house after that.
i had that damn cramps due to yall know what.
felt really bad to have gone to bed early and not helping mummy.
since she's darn tired. *gosh.
so then, talked to DEAR for a while before knocking off.
i still had that cramps throughout the whole conversation.
damn! cant i get a moment of peace.
almost cried! the pain was damn excruciating!
i cant take it! it was THE WORST i tell yall.
and then! DEAR did something to soothe my pain.
it was darn touching i tell yall.
man, cant forget the moment at all.
told him to wait for a while whilst i chill to get that pain outta myself.
he sang me a song.
he knew i was there listening. i knew he was darn shy about the whole thing.
but for me, he sang.
"This I Promise You" whilst playing the guitar.
totally forgot about my pain and listen silently to hm sing.
SMILING THE WHOLE ENTIRE TIME. hehes.
after he ended, all i could say was, thanks.
hahas. kinda speechless. hehes.
and soon after, tears started to pour and all.
it was the most sweetest thing a guy ever did to me.
and it was my first. it was his first doing it to a girl.
oh gosh.
I SO LOVE HIM.
thanks for everything DEAR! :)
*missing my beloved. hmphs!*
*and my ghurlfriends*
yours truly, kae.