hais. i dunch know whats happening to me.
seriously. i feel all broken up.
all messed up inside.
hais. i wanna hide all this pain.
all this stress.
all this farking nonsense!
ARGH!
i wanna go to the beach.
the only place where i can unwind.
wanna shout out loud. (remember this sis mai?)
forget about all my problems.
*sobs*
i cant help it.
im sorry. really am.
i shouldnt have said anything.
but hey, like said.
i CANT HELP it.
the hurt. the pain.
wanna forget everything.
i hate this feeling.
HATE IT. SO MUCH.
forgive me. for all of my mistakes.
my mistake for telling you.
and now, im a nuisance.
i understand. hais.
this suck.
REALLY SUCK.
oh fark off alright.
one more chance.
to be able to renew myself.
wanna wash off everything about myself now.
start anew.
no feelings no nothing.
HARD. and CRAZY.
i know.
nobody understands the pain im going through.
what more with Os.
and ironically, i dunch know whats wrong wimme.
why im hurt.
why im in pain.
im tired. and sick of everything!
ARGH!! dammit shyt!
WHY THE FARKING HELL AM I FEELING THIS WAY?
i didnt ask for this.
where the heck did i went wrong?
TELL ME. please. somebody.
*sobs*
help me. somebody.
`so LOST. so CONFUSED.
wish me dead.
will ya? hais.
*i hate myself.
yours truly, kae.