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Tuesday, October 17, 2006



these pictures.
the 4ED malay students!
really crazy people.
and i mean..
REALLY CRAZY!
i love them loadsa.
gonna miss them all! mwahs! mwahs!






well.. today..
studied a bit of science.
and of course, revised through my science practical notes.
real nervous now!
my science practical Os is like this thursday!
freaking dammit! yikes! yikes! xp
hahas. nvm2. chill kae chill!
i can do it!
good luck to all 4es and 5ns for this thursday alrights!
lucky me, ive got the 3rd shift.
still got time to revise through in the morning.
bless me!! :)

well, although its only all in a day.
there's a sense of loneliness inside me.
i know i asked for it.
by hey, i didnt know i'll feel this bad.
this.. i didnt count on it.
*sigh.
im confused. really am. darn it!
to be with him or not to?
which decision best?
i know i have the answer to that myself.
but now, the hard part is, my heart and my mind is tearing me apart.
i dunch need another lover.
oh no no no! no way.
not until i wanna search for my life partner! hehs! :)
so, my heart wants him back.
my mind, no! nuh-uh! no more hurt without him,
and im like, what the heck?
so whath am i supposed to do now?
sheesh! love issues!
can get me go all bonkers!

whatever decision i make, i hope it's the best ive made so far!
thoughi dunch wanna be with him at the moment,
it still hurts me to see him heartbroken.
babydear..im really sorry.
really am. im trying not to cry.
i wanna be strong. for you. :)
give both of us time. and im sure we'll heal.
whether or not im with you,
im still here for you.
and remember this, no matter what happens,
i still LOVE you.
sayang, take care alrights? :)

HASMIDAH. SYIRIN. QUE. where'd you go?
at least i'll be seeing midah during tuition.
syirin and que?
oh gawd. give me an opportunity to meet them! please! :)

yours truly, kae.









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