i was blogging.
then i stopped halfway.
something caught my eye.
elaborating it would make my mood even worse.
that got me to rewrite my whole post.
yeah.

im suppose to be what?
a FRIEND?
right. that was it.
that was what you said.
and have you been treating me like one?
you have been everything BUT nice to me.
oh brother!
you think i deserve to lead my life this way?
well, i dont think so.
i deserve better.
i may not be the best around,
but still, i TRIED.
get it? I TRIED!

i dont know why i even care anymore.
one thing's for sure,
YOU ARE SHUTTING ME OUT OF YOUR LIFE.
im being listed way, way down after your friends, after your classmates.
after EVERYBODY ELSE.
who do you think i am?
a low life creature who has nothing better to do but cure heartaches?
oh great!

thanks mai, shar and fadzil for being there for me.
for letting me let out my frustration and sadness.
i would have died without you guys.
and thanks to fiqah and izyani darling for worrying and all. (:
(:

will see how long you can keep your promise okay sweetie?
two can play the same game.
and remember, i feel used.

yours truly, kae.