had fun, much laughter.
there were too many couples on esplanade rooftop.
fcuk.
sorry guys(juff, marcus, kuah) for making yall wait but spent a little time together.
and sorry girls,(farah, midah, adeq, que) for starting the emo shits first.
sorry to han too.
i feel freaking guilty tonight.
*sigh
im being tortured.
im hurting.
yet i cant forget about you.
i cant stop thinking about you.
the first thing that came to mind every time i woke up from my sleep is you. everywhere i go, there's you.
even in my dreams, every night, its about you.
good or bad, it's you.
and every day, every hour, every minute, every second
my mind's always full of you , you , you.
and i cant make myself stop.
you hurt me so much, yet i cant seem to feel the hatred.
towards you.
instead, the feelings grew and increased.
I HATE MYSELF.
I HATE LIFE NOW.
I
everything suck.
i love you.
yours truly, kae.