i dont know why i get so frustrated easily these days.
and the best part is, i dont even know what im frustrated about.
i have a great feeling it's PMS.
that time of the month is coming.
so people, pardon me for my weird mood-changing sessions.
i may be really nice at times, but i'll bite when provoked unnecessarily.

another annoying issue.
i dont know what the hell is going through my mind.
it's like... my mind is full of thoughts and stuffs.
but i have no freaking idea what they are all about.
now, people, does that even makes sense?
i've been like searching every night to have someone making me happy.
i know that's a lot to ask for
but oh whatever.
i feel the need to talk to someone every night.
but friends are schooling and most of them have to reach school like freaking early.
(now why must i only be due to go to school in july?!)
and bestie, busy with school too.
like it's been a long time since we had a heart to heart talk.
those late night calls.
they are all gone.
damn. whatever.
i hate PMS days.
i always get this mood before i was even due.
people i need some heavy cheering up over here!
is anybody even listening?
sheesh.
*roll eyes*

and now i feel like crying the whole night
or till i fall asleep.
for God knows the reason why.
i find it rather fascinating how these feelings came about.
damn it.

i just miss you okay?
it's just a miss.
oh who am i kidding?
(im not talking about you-know-who-hurt-me.
but heck, i do miss that you-know-who-hurt-me.)

yours truly, kae.