i know i've been blogging like a lot these past few days.
this is one of those places i let out my inner feelings.
my TRUE inner feelings.
i would delete off posts that might hurt some others.
so if anyone of you felt like i might be referring to you,
sorry.. cause that certain post is posted out of anger.
and if what im about to let out are rubbish to you,
leave and come back again to read another post next time.
thank you.

i almost lost my mind yesterday night.
i totally lost my mood to chat halfway.
i didnt even turn the computer off the right way.
i switched off the plugs just like that.
frustration, depression and bad memories came to invade my mind.
all i could do was kept on asking why out loud to thin air.
and as expected, no answers.
not even a clue.
i didnt want to go home last night.
but i didnt want anyone to worry.
but then again, why would anyone be anyway.
and then frustration got the better of me.
i threw all my softdolls on the wall.
i tore away papers that ive scribbled on.
i mumbled curses under my breath to myself.
after all that was over.

i broke down.


yours truly, kae.