hate me all you want.
im trying to hate you.
HAVE BEEN TRYING.
but i cant cause i've been thinking of the old you.

what have you done to my beloved?
why have you taken him away from me?
it's my old you that im in love with.
the one i miss. the one i wanna kiss. the one i wanna hold.
he's my everything.
it hurts having someone like you telling me all that.
from that moment on, i know you are not whom you are used to be.
you have changed.

i wish i didnt wake up from my dream yesterday night.
in it, my old beloved visited me.
and made me happy and feel so loved.
old beloved, i miss you. so freaking much.
are dreams the only way for you to communicate with me?
it felt so real.
take me away in thoes dreams.
it's the only place im genuinely happy at.
and yes, that kiss felt so real too.
and the smiles. :')

everyone that i've been talking to are all trapped in the moody season.
including me.
jealousy. hatred. fights. spammers. moodless nights.
hold on my friends.
im sure, all this would be over soon.

from what i know, there IS such thing as KARMA.

yours truly, kae.