it hurts. seeing you* lied to me.
you* said it wasnt about another girl.
but apparently, it was.
how can you* be the want saying i'll dump you* first for another guy,
do it to me instead?
and it was plain coward of you* to break it all off through a msg.
you* can act like nothing's wrong.
but no one can change the fact that you* did loads of things to me.
A LOT OF PRIVATE THINGS.
people see GOOD in you*.
but heck, yet you* do this to a girl?
and then what?
you're* gonna do it to this girl you* are aiming for now?
hah!
even your* own friend cant believe you* ditch a girl for another.
that shows how bastard you* are.
what a JERK you* are.
how you* have changed.
and doing it, out of the blue.
hey!
you* think everyone's perfect?
you* think you're* perfect enough to get a perfect girlfriend?
let me tell you* something ass.
aint NO ONE in this world is PERFECT.
we have all our faults and strengths.
you* have too i believe.
and that doesnt mean, you* can go around bringing people down.
show them how negative they can be.
cause in case you* dont know,
that's a fcuking thing to do.


i waited for you.
TWO WHOLE YEARS.
and this is what i get in return.
and heck, it hurts me so much more when you* are not willing to wait for me even for a mere month.
but you* are waiting to wait for her* no matter how long it takes.
you* may not know this.
but my heart shattered.
and it's all because of you*.


thanks shar for your shoulder for me to wet and cry on.
farah too.
its nice having you hugging me.
i felt the sense of security and comfort.
LOL(:
but seriously, thanks.
and achid, for making me laughed.
and really sorry for slapping you.
and the rest of the cliques.
thanks too.
even though you guys didnt do anything, i know you guys cared. (:


i miss my best friend.
how have you been doing?


i aint weak.
but then again, i aint that strong either.


yours truly, kae.