okay.
i had some time alone to clear my mind off just now.
i've decided to not be angry at him anymore.
im sick and tired of being angry at him and fight with him.
cause it aint worth it in the end.
no matter how hard i try, i still have to let go some day, some time right?
and that time is now.

i dont want because of this, i lose a friend.
whom i treasure real deeply.
if it makes him happy to be with that girl, den i'll support him.
even though i aint happy.
but it'll be nice to see him smile and not hate me.(:
i'll do this for him cause i still love him.
when you love someone, you would want to see him/her to be happy no matter what.
that's what i realised.
i want him to be happy.
and i miss seeing his smile and hear his laughter.
oh. i miss his voice. :')


so anyway, to you*.
im really sincere about all this.
i'll support you to get that girl.
and i hope you'll get her real soon.
i hope she'll realise soon that you're really a great guy.
and will make a sweet boyfriend for her.
it'll be her lost if she doesnt. (:
i cried when i sent you that msg.
it's a painful thing to do.
doing the right thing does hurt sometimes.
but it's for the best afterall.
and please, just dont forget me here.
im still your friend aint i?

thanks for all the sweet memories you gave me.
thanks for giving me happiness and brought smiles and joy to my life.
i'll cherised all that in my heart.
it was fun and sweet while it lasted. (:
and yes, all the best.
i wanna see you succeed in both life and love.
and if it's fated, and if you belong to me,
you'll come back to me someday.
for now, it's over.
and i'll try to move on.
even if i cant, and if i dont, i'll survive.
i may be strong, but i still need a friend like you to help me along.
that way, i'll be stronger still. (:
no matter what, i'll still love you.
im positive of that.
and yes, i miss you.(:

the right thing to do always hurt.
but no matter how hurt you are, you do wanna see someone happy.
especially when that someone, is the one you love. :')

yours truly, kae.