really precious gifts.


it hurts to see you walk away.
for admit it or not, you were an important part of my life
and the time we shared will forever be a part of me.
even though i realize that it was never meant to be
still, it hurts.
you have been the treasure in my hand.
you have been the one who always stood beside me.
so unaware, i foolishly believed that you would always be there.
but then there will come a day,
when i will turn my head and you will slip away.
i wondered what was wrong with you.
because how could you give your love to someone else,
yet share your dreams with me?
you have changed so much.
i wish you knew how much you changed me.
i wonder if i changed you, if your life is different because of me.
cause mine’s different.
my god, you taught me so much and now we don't even talk to each other.
i guess that's what happens.
you said you didnt need me in your life.
i guess you were right.

sometimes you love something so much that it hurts to leave it,
but you must.
sometimes it hurts too much to hold on to that thing you love.
and sometimes you let go of what you love because it hurts,
but then just sometimes
you get it back and live happily ever after.


when you are in love and you get hurt, it’s like a cut
it will heal, but there will always be a scar.


whenever i cried he would always make me feel like he would change the world if he could so it couldn't hurt me anymore.
but now im crying and he's not here


when i see you smile and know that it is not for me
that is when i will miss you the most.


i shouldnt care or wonder where and how you are.
but i can’t hide this hurt inside my broken heart.
im fighting back emotions that ive never fought before,
cause im not supposed to love you anymore.

yours truly, kae.