should i be happy that we are friends, or cry cause that's all we'll ever be?

okay im back.
that aint a surprise or anything
since i have been obediently updating this blog of mine every single day.
i dont really have anything exciting to update or whatsoever.
but apparently, i've got itchy fingers.
ones that have an obsession to type nonstop.
whoever thinks im spouting nonsense, then leave.
hurhur. (:

im so addicted to the song at the bestie's blog.
thanks for putting it at your blog.
*wink wink* (:
and dania has been sharing with me a lot of love quotes.
it is kinda scary reading those quotes, that reflects yourself like a lot?
thanks again dania for them! (:
you know, i cant wait to like get my butts off
and head down somewhere.
i've been like stuck at home.
no chances of seeing the world.
hurhur.
i wanna work, but oh man.
my laziness gets the better of me these days.
but hey, i didnt waste my youthful times.
i did help mum around. (:

and i cant explain this feeling,
but for some reason, ive been feeling hopeful.
i dont know what my heart is hoping for.
that is a little strange.
i have been feeling happy for a while.
my mind's got a little bit lighter and all.
that is a plus sign aint it? (:
im glad everything's going smoothly nowadays.
on the other side,
im kinda afraid something awful would come and snatch it all away from me.
oh well.
i'll get to that when it does actually happens.

oh beloved friends,
i miss you people! (:

friday friday friday friday!
I CANT WAIT.
my butt's been hot enough sitting at home.
gotta go cool it off.
and i wanna taste that caramel frapp i've been yearning for all week.
yayness! hurhur.
and oh!
late night chats with nur faraheen yau is freakingly insane!
with her laughing her ass off looking at her own lame face
and me getting overly excited over something else.
psst! farah, SHHHH!
haha.
im sucha a happy goober these days.
wuhoooo! (:

and ponder over this quote. is this what guys wants nowadays?
I thought u loved and wanted me,
but its killing me to know all u wanted was my body.

and boy, you got me smiling all over again.
*winks*

yours truly, kae.