A MiLLi0n WoRDs Would Not Bring You Back, I Kn0w, Because I've Tried. Neither Would A Million TeaRs. I Know, BeCause I've Cried.

thanks to hasmidah binte abdul hamid.
for making me cry today. (:
her blog song is freaking sweet.
the lyrics, they are so meaningful.
reflects a lot on my past relationship.
it got me thinking about the whole thing again.
damn it.
waiting wont work for me.
its all over.
i'll accept that soon.
slowly.
i hate time.

anyway, in contrast,
somebody special has been lighting up my every night now.
so yeah people.
for now, no major relationship going on.
that's the last thing on my mind.
unless things cant be helped.
im still stuck in this heartbreak journey.
i cant get away from it just yet.
and yeah, my phobia of getting hurt again got the better of me these days.
my heart's still being its stubborn self.
been trying to get my mind to fight against it.
for now, im just so confused.
these feelings i have, it's messing my life.
what luck! sheesh.

oh and i hope, another starbucks love gathering this friday. (:

chorus of that sweet song. (:

so baby i will wait for you
cause i dont know what else i can do
dont tell me i ran out of time
if it takes the rest of my life
baby i will wait for you
if you think im fine it just aint true
i really need you in my life
no matter what i have to do
i'll wait for you...

yours truly, kae.