updates.
i had the worst time last night.
i had the worst stomach ache ever.
it was a mixture of mensus cramps and gastric pains.
and my pms got the better of me too.
i cried non stop like nobody's business.
and i had an effing headache and wanted to throw up every 15 mins.
i was suddenly out of breathe.
i was all sweaty even though the night was cold.
i had a slight fever out of nowhere.
and im dealing with a major heartache.
i think it was a serious major breakdown for me last night.

and all i could think of was, "i wanna die. NOW."

ive not been having regular meals.
i have only one meal a day.
the rest of the day?
simply no mood nor appetite to gloat down anymore.
i used to have someone reminding me to eat.
and now, i dont even wanna take medicine.
oh whats the point?
i will fall sick again anyway.
so yeahs.

till here.

yours truly, kae.