simpang bedok night was cool as always.
full of laughters and smiles.
and yeah.
i feel stupid for crying for 5 mins over that issue.
thanks friends for the comfort.
i love you people loads.

nights like this, i kept thinking about you.
it's really hard.
i cant seem to let go.
but heck, i will try.
i will try very hard to forget the 13 year old girl who fell in love with you.
i wanna be the new 17 year old girl me.
like i said i'll try.
so, no guarentees.
i still cry myself to sleep every night.
i still sob here and there thinking about it every night.
i still pray to God about my hopes every night.
but my pray wasnt answered.
crying my hearts out is the only way i'll feel better after that.
cry cry cry.
I WANNA SMILE AGAIN!!!!!! (:

and mai,
those two guys are toots.
mine is nabei and yours is cheebye.
haha! (:

i miss you bloody damn much you bloody damn toot.
lalalalalalalalala~

yours truly, kae.