i fcuking miss you.
i seriously suddenly fcukingly miss you.
dammit!
serious shit.
im suddenly wishing and hoping the same thing.
and i suddenly felt like waiting.
like
i guess i's only for tonight that im feeling this way.
and of all things, this was what im thinking about now.
it suddenly hit me like right here on the head.
like, "KNOCK! KNOCK! Hello Kae. You miss him?"
here i am trying to ignore this stupid pop up msgs
that's been transferring to my mind for no reason or another.
it ended that day.
why cant i just let it be.
oh for heaven's sake!
tsk tsk tsk.
im sensing some hatred vibes coming.
i cant mention it here due to some unforeseen reasons.
and yes dear friends, i know, im spouting nonsense.
again.
dont mind me. i just feel like blogging this rubbish.
it lessens my burden and brings down my stress meter by, let's say, maybe,
like a lot?
hmms. i guess i shall stop here and turn in.
i have a huge day out planned for tomorrow.
i hope i'll forget this and have fun with my girls instead.
that is if the heart decides to cooperate with the mind.
oh well. tough luck.
and let me tell you something,
it aint easy to forget your first love.
nobody say it was, and it'll never will be.
goodbye o6o2o5, and hello 22o3o7.
it's been 3 months so far.
*sigh*
yours truly, Kae.