you know.
i've been doing some thinking.
well.. one thing leads to another.
so anyway, fame and popularity.
is that all the celebrities nowadays are seeking?
or are there still some genuine ones who sincerely believe in doing some justice with their talents?
like, really, to show this country or maybe even the world, that they are talented and well blessed with talents?
or are they after fame, popularity and fanatic fans?
the glamour, the undying attention from real fanatics?
having female fans, especially, going ga-ga over you?
i sense a major part of stupidity playing here.
and i cant help being a part of that stupidity act as well.
thinking back, looking at myself from the outside,
i think i've made a fool out of myself.
and i cant wait to change that of myself.
i guess, it aint worth it anyway.
all fans wants that kinda attention from their idols or whatsoever.
it's a competition out there.
not only for the celebrities, but also the fans.
struggling to get these celebrities' attention.
and i think im pissed with seeing all those who are trying too hard to be noticed.
no offence, but i think that's just as pathetic as girls selling themselves through pictures with omg, barely enough layers of cloth, on f/s.
okay whatever.

sooooooo, for those who have real talent and are really genuine about
i really admire your work and will give my support.
for those who are just merely doing some pretence,
i guess i suggest, you guys better stop wasting your time.
all i can say is, i dont wish yall bad things, but i dont wish yall well either.
so yeah. we will see who has the real talent and who doesnt.
and yeah, looks play a major part in attracting huge fan base to support you.
but those so called fans only care about looks?
attitude are as disgusting as having slimy animal poo on your dinner plate.
okay whatever.

so, i have some bad news.
i cant be going for any late-night suppers with the cliques.
god-knows-what's been going on in my dad's mind.
i hope to convinced him otherwise.
school's gonna start soon.
in 11 more days.
and 19th July will be my orientation.
lucky thing i have Amalina with me.
it gives me more friend support.
and yes, i dont know whether im excited or scared to start a new semester in a new school.
cause Nafa, somehow, lloks so much different from a normal polytechnic school.
i just hope not.
so till here.
toodles.

Yours Truly, Kae.