"you betta cut yo thrashy gap or i'll shove my foot in yo ass & take it out to yo mouth."

thanks to the ever so good friend FeeKee fer that above.
does that phrase give ya a hint on how im feeling right now?
should be a no-brainer aint it?
so yeah.
rough day again today in school.
bad day with a capital B.
was so tired, so sick,
i almost cried.
note: ALMOST.
i was at a point where i couldnt take it anymore.
but thinking that i was fasting, i held em back.
plus, i find no reason to shed tears in school.
i can do that back at home.
where it's much more secured and private.
anyway, whatever.

im kinda worried about myself getting insomnia.
a big LOL about the whole thing.
but, seriously.
i havent been able to sleep before 1am.
even if i did sleep before that, i will wake up on auto
and switched on the comp.
i think my old man's bills gon burst if i keep up this way.
online till wee hours in tha morn' every single day?
i cant help it.
i mean, i would love to catch up on my much needed sleep.
but seems like, my mind's forbidding me to.
whenever i shut my eyes, thoughts and problems came flying around in mind
and that's when i will start to toss and turn in bed
with very much awake eyes. LOL
how tuh solve this and how to solve that.

oh fer goodness sake.
i just realised that my post lately havent been that exciting apart frem the SP toons.
i gotta be much fun than i am these days.
i gotta find that kiddy lil me whom somehow had gotten lost.
tha adult Kae can take a rest now.
simply put, i wanna jump around like i always do and be loud.
F.U.N.
that's what ive been looking fo.
no more sleepless nights.
no more tossing and turning.
no more thinking of all sorts of things in mind.
lastly, no more you-know-who.
more outings!
more shoppings!
more events!
more i dont know what!

and please, no more bragging from you.
no harm, but lately, i'll get more irritated if you continue to do so.
and sorry to say this,
especially in a good month like this.
you cant please everybody anyway.

catch you sweet sexys laterrr! :D

Yours Truly, Kae.