how do i exactly start a love story that prolly doesnt have an end?
just wondering yo.
i wish certain things are going my way.
i wanted to express some of my feelings at this bloggeh
but i cant bring myself too.
people might think im insane, too emotional, whatsoever not.
i've been longing for it for so long.
too much even.
and sometimes, mixed signals got me even more confused.
some say im still living in denial.
others say i prolly should be feeling how i think i should now to cover up the truth
just too bring down the disappointment level to a minimum.
i refuse to say out the truth openly.
i rather keep 'em inside me and let it be there
and dissolve sooner or later and not come back.
rejections to those who tried lately.
sorry but it's not fair to lead yall on.
im not trynna sound all proud about it.
oh no, not at all.
despite it all, the disappointment, the hatred,
it all comes down to one thing.
those feelings.

oh how unfair the world is!
oh how bitchy the heart's being!
oh how confused i am now!
i prolly sound so damn dumb talking about it all the time with friends.
i really should let it go.
i am trying. but i failed everytime.
oh for goodness sake!
get over it Kae!
sheesh. *roll eyes*
i could use a little encouragement here.

she likes the way he beats.

-Love, Kae.