first and foremost,
Happy New Year Yaw!
Hello 2008 and goodbye 2007.
this is gonna be a lil bit deep-ish.
so bear wimme! :)

its time for me to let go of the past and start anew.
so many things happened in 2007.
both awful and awesome stuffs.
i learnt how to get back on my own two feet
after being knocked down real bad.
that period of time earlier this year caused me to break down.
break down like there's no tomorrow.
i was in sucha bad condition
and i thought i would never get better
that i'll be stuck being shattered and alone
and that i would no longer be as happy as i was before.
but i was wrong and for once im glad i was.
i got more independent, more positive and more confident.
i was able to allow myself to enjoy and be happy again.
to see the world in another whole new way like i've never seen it before.
and im glad i gave myself the opportunity to open up more.
im proud to say i did not regret making that decision even one bit.

right, let's leave the awful past behind.
2007 was filled with awesome stuffs too.
that period started at the end part of the year.
i go for events that i've never been to.
i met new people that im grateful upon knowing.
i start to feel more confident in wanting to pursue my dreams.
i make decisions that i never dare make before.
i went being happy and not letting small lil negative issues to bring me down.
all smiles, all laughters.
been months since i shed tears ever since that incident.
and here i am today, right now, feeling very contented with myself.

yesterday, celebrated countdown at woodlands with theSEXAYES.
it was so much fun bringing them along
cause they never fail to cheer me up.
watching the fireworks right in front of our very eyes,
being few metres away from it was pretty awesome.
kept shouting and screaming whenever the fireworks came about.
(i have a thing about fireworks! :P)
it was a real special moment cause i got to share it with theSEXAYES.
the performances were awesome too.
theSEXAYES got hyped and was Putchie2 Flaggies On! :D
then went off first somewhere and met back theSEXAYES at Midah's place.
where we watched ghost movies as a big family.
oh, and thanks girls for comforting me when i got there.
i appreciate the concern and small talk we had. (:
slept over there with Que and Farah.

thanks to those for bringing all the smiles and laughters to me.
helping me to slowly forget the bad past.
and helping me get back up when im down.
and those i've made new friends with this year,
im grateful i've found you people! :D
i've got alotta new year resolutions.
but my ultimate one would be:
to trust myself more.
pictures taken at countdown will be up soon after i've got them from Farah.
till here people!

i am not gonna fall in too deep cause anything can happen.

laterr sweet sexys!!
-Love, Kae.