i've had enough of trying so hard yet my hard work is not appreciated.
i've had enough of people not giving me the littlest respect that i deserved.
i've had enough of being the solo soul thinking about everything all the time.
i've had enough of staying up late thinking about it all night through.
i've had enough of people taking advantage of my patience.
i've had enough of people demoralising me and trynna bring me down.
i've had enough of giving a shit about it too much.
i simply had enough everything.

i dont understand why people enjoy trynna kill me.

and i've had enough with myself too.
i better quit it. put a halt to it all.
everytime it happens,
guilty consciousness starts whispering into my ears.
cause it was on impulse.
imma host of imperfection.
imma victim of temptation.
that's me. that's everybody.
as silly as this sounds,
i'm loving every minute of it yet it was not what i wanted.
how ironic.

okay Kae, no more controlling.
let's give Atika a chance right now alright.
she's the thinker. she's much more matured than you are.
so quit it and give away.
allow her to make decisions.
enough with the status for now already.
Atika, it's time to get down to business.
and i'm talking about two issues here girl.
you know, i know. and you better jolly well not screw them up.
and Kae, if you wanna help out, the best you can do is stay out of the matter.
take time off and go on a vacation. go on! git!
so, Atika, your priorities now is to settle both issues.
the D and the L issues.

i'm busier than a working person.
more drenched out than a working person.
sheesh.
any kind soul, i need a time out.
S.O.S please!

laterr sweet sexys.
-Love, Kae.