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sexayemagic
softly as a child, born in natural rain

Half of my Life Portrait. (:
Friday, June 20, 2008




18th June 2008: Girls' Day Out.

Let me dedicate this post to my awesome girlfriends that I treasure...

Midah: I cant say how much I appreciate those little things you've done for me. Be it in the past or right now. We went through a lot together. We were so close during those early days but like you've said, everything's changed and we've moved on with parts of our lives. Though we hardly share stuffs like we used to be, I know you'll always be there for me. I miss the old us sometimes, wishing we were like how we used to be. But seeing you all smiles right now made me realise that all that matters is that you're happy. Though I want so much to be part of your every happiness, I know I cant always. Just know I'm always here for you to run to, to jump with, to laugh silly with, to cry openly with and all. The same, I always have a piece of you in my heart. And no matter what hunns, I still call you my best friend, to whoever I mentioned you to. (:

Que: You dont know how much I miss your over the top laughters. We used to complain about it cause you were so noisy! But, seeing how you rarely laugh like that nowadays, made me missed that a lot. Though I dont say this often, I know you're troubled most of the time and not only me, but the others could see right through it. We are all worried about you and always will. Whatever it is, face up to your obstacles with a smile. But, break down if you must cause it shows how brave you are to cry it all out and not keeping them all inside. Please know my dear, me and the girls are always here for you. Dont ever forget that. You can always come to me for help. I'll be glad to help in whatever way I can. (:

Shar: We've grown closer ever since last year. When we start to share a lot of things and go out often. Though we quarrel a lot in the past, I never once wanted our friendship to stop. I am so grateful to have you as one of my closest girlfriends around. You never fail to cheer me up and ask of my well-being whenever you can. I was never scared to let things out to you cause I feel so comfortable just doing that with you. I know you're not good with words of consolations and stuffs, but I always already knew what exact words you would say to me to make me feel better. I love having laughing fits with you over the silliest things cause that's when I feel the happiest around friends. You are always a joy to have around wherever we are. (:

Farah: We were hardly close friends in the past. I only started to grow close to you ever since you became one of the Sexayes. That was one of the few things we had in common and usually share. But as time goes by, I felt our friendship growing. I always look for you for advice cause you always know the right words to say. We usually have the same preception on issues. I love talking to you about the secondary school past life cause both of us miss the same exact events that happened. I always have fun going home with you. Living near each other got us to walk home together often whenever we have a group outing. I love sharing things with you while walking in the night with you cause that's one of those times when I felt at peace to talk to someone and you were always there to lend a listening ear. (:

Syirin: Though you're rarely with us, be it at outings or gatherings, I felt your presence no matter how. I know we drifted apart, but I never once forget you. You were the first friend I made in class in Sec 1 when I sat beside you. From then on, we became friends and were inseparable in some ways. We used to sing together wherever we are and we usually read each other's mind. We will laugh over the same exact things at the same exact time. But now, that's change. I know you're leading your own life now. One that hardly one of us know of. But please, dont ever be afraid to come to anyone of us for anything. You're still one of us. My beloved girlfriend. Dont ever think you'll feel awkward going out with us cause the bestest thing you can do for me, for us, is to be there to spend time with us. You always make me laugh over your silly antics till I cry. And I miss the way you motivate me to strive on in whatever I do. (:

Girlfriends, thank you so much for everything you've done for me. Being with me through my ups and downs. When I laugh and when I cry. Scolded me for being negative, talked to me when I change, be around me when I feel lonely, be supportive of me when I wanna achieve something, make me realise the mistakes I did and be blunt about it sometimes and never fail to bring a smile on my face. I'm touched by every amazing things you've done for me. I never thought I would have such girlfriends. God blessed me with the five of you and never want God to take that away from me ever. No one can. Few times our friendship almost officially got broken up, so many times we wanted to give up on it. But we didnt in the end cause we know, this friendship is for keeps if we work hard. We are not always there for each other physically. But I know we all are, emotionally and spiritually. You girls are one of thoes few who made my life portrait full of colours, my life story full of lessons learnt and my life full of everything. You girls complete half of everything. My 8th world wonder and I couldnt have ask for anything more. Please remember, I love you girls and always will. (':

[new photos up at friendster. (: ]

Laterr.









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