I was happy.

But something totally turned me off.

& now, I'm angry & upset.

Mostly with myself.

No worries, I won't pour it out to anyone this time.
I'm keeping it to myself.


Where is the green o.O lover ntuc fairprice girl?
I want more laughing fits!
Faster come to me if you see this okay!
You know who you are! :D

& now, I'm still angry & upset.

Okay enough. I want to eat my fish keropok Mama fried yesterday.
& after that I want to keep myself busy with something else.

BYE!

The answer is clear.
Honestly, I am not strong or brave enough to make that decision before.
....
Oh wait! That is suppose to be in the past tense.