A convo w Midah:

idahh. says:
eh. do you feel funny?
kae. says:
yes
idahh. says:
i feel so weird tonight.
kae. says:
i do too

I feel funny tonight.
Prolly cause my flu's acting up again?
Or maybe not?
Cause I feel very uneasy.
& w the weather being so freaking hot,
It's causing me to be even more uneasy?
I dont feel happy.
I dont feel sad.
I dont feel anything.
I just feel funny.

& for once, I'm asking for something I've dread all my life.
I need a major breakdown.
I need to wash away all those negative thoughts & feelings.
I need to be myself again.

Insyallah.