& it was such a relief I finally let it out honestly.
I know I could count on you to be understanding & reasonable.
Thank you for not over-reacting & misunderstand me.
It means a lot to me& it took every ounce of energy & confidence to really tell you.
Thank you again dearest. You're the best.(:


When I got home, the first thing I did was to check on my 2 younger sisters in their room.
I heard laughters & screams from outside.
As I sat at the side of their queen size bed, I started to tell them about my day.
& then I sidetracked & led to talking to them about some personal issues about my life.
I always feel better letting things out to them.
I always thought they werent listening when I used to rant about these same ol' issues before.
But no. They were always listening attentively to me even though they were doing something else.
No, they do not have to give me advice on what to do or about their comments.
They always ask me questions regarding those issues.
From there, I know they are interested to know more & actually care about events that happened in my life.
I feel really grateful that they actually would spare some time to hear my complaints & stories.
At other times, I was there for them to complain to & let things out to.

& no matter how irritating, how stubborn, how short tempered my 2nd sister is, no matter how childish my 3rd sister can be, I am grateful as I'm blessed w these two angels I have in my life.
I love them & nothing will ever separate us.
((:

Fasting days have been great lately.
I'm getting used to it.
26 more days to go! :D