I've never regret trying to make people happy, cheering them up and asking how well they are doing.
But for once, at least show me the appreciation I deserve.
I am not feeling too good myself but I am trying very hard to make others happy.
If I cant be happy, seeing the people I love smiling and cheering up makes me feel contented enough.
I will do anything beyond my limits to do anything for them.
But why cant I receive a simple gesture of gratitude?
I'm not asking for much but a nice simple reply would do wonders.
Thank you.

I have feelings too & I'm trying not to be selfish about my own feelings.
That's why I chose not show it.
So tell me again what did I do to deserve that from others?
Really, I am concerned and full of care for them.
I can dont interfere but I just want them to remember I am here for them.
Seriously, I need to start thinking of myself for once.

Oh! I have a new partner to start a fan club of our own together!
We're gonna set a fan club for our fans out there who are too shy to start one on their own.
It's called K-Licious cause of Kae & Khai Amir. Hahahahahahahaha.
Dont ask me, ask him about the name cause he came up w it.
I know, what was he thinking righttttttttttt!
Hahahaha. & he designed me the I LOVE KAE logo.
We're gonna print them out and distribute to our fans!
Hahahahahahahahaha.
We love living in the fantasy world. I knowwwwwwwwwww.
& he owes me dinner at East Coast w seafood dishes, satay and bbq wings! :D
Hahahahahahaha.
What thoughts we have uhh. :D

& thank you Mama & Ayah for the new lappy of my own after a long wait. (:
F it.