Been out till very late for the weekend, mostly after midnight.
Real shagged though I enjoyed myself.
& here I am chilling at home, taking a break from my usual weekend life.
Glad the surprise bday party for Nizam was a success. (:

More pictures on Beats&Breaks soon & whoever who owes me pictures from their camera.
I'll start sending pictures to emails by Tuesday, insyaAllah.
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& sometimes, I wished I could have handled life better.
I have no idea why I'm losing interest in so many things.
I have no idea why I dont wish to be part of some things.
I have no idea why I cant stay positive or be in a positive mood for long hours anymore.
I've put up a smile much too often that I dont mean most of the time.
But I gotta admit I had one of my best sincere laughing time w the after hours people.
It was prolly close to after midnight that we started to just laugh whatever that came to mind.
Thank you Tiqbby, Helbby & Aphik. (:
I'm stubborn & refuse to cry all this while even when I'm cooped up alone in my room after hours.
It makes me feel weak.
But I guess, sometimes tears are comfort getaways for everybody.
It might even make me stronger.
Who knows?