Dawn Wreck

I'm 19 & I'm worried about my future. That is partially the reason why I'm up at this time of the day. I'm really worried. What are the alternatives in case things that I've dreamed about and have goals for do not turn out as planned? I know I need to find those opportunities instead of just waiting for them. & no matter how times I've failed, I cant give up. I know, I know. So spare me the lecture already. It's not that I'm not trying. It's just that I really dont know where to start and who to start with. Shucks. I've just stepped into my holidays (read: Day 3) & I still have Year 3 to focus on, so what the hell am I doing up right now thinking of my future? Precisely. You tell me.

Dear God, only you know how much I want it and for what reasons. Answer my prayers soon. Amin.

KAE