Cant deny it, but am somewhat still puzzled w the decisions made or whatever. It really make me wonder what the heck are you thinking at times. Seriously, no one make me wonder more than you do. You need to pay a little more attention to the real needs & the real wants. Cause right now, you cant just make a decision based only on your own satisfaction. Unless, you want to just stick to being plain selfish, I tell you, you won't make it.

On a lighter note, today was a success! My partner manipulator bbyg, Tiq, & I created a surprise for my two favourite boys. I am proud to say that it went well & was totally unexpected for them esp Hel! All along, he thought it was my surprise for N♥ for our 1st year, but it turned out to be a surprise for him too when we came out w the birthday cake for him as an advanced treat. I totally left out the part of me baking 2 cakes instead of just 1 so he wont know anything! Hehe. He was wondering where the heck did the other cake came from when I was already w him all the time when we met. Magic! Heh heh heh. So, N♥ thought it was for Hel while Hel thought it was for N♥. Hahaha. Today was definitely enjoyable w the bestfriends & the boy. The surprise was a success, the picnic was awesome, the weather was great & the company was greater! Shall upload the snapshots soon. They turned out awesome too! It was a good day I tell you, a good day! I'm hoping for more dates w these bbys! Soooooon please! :D